Vikas Khanna...I am addicted to the way you lead your life

Resilience and time...hurts you and heals you, it makes you full.

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What I think about bad karma

I have recently encountered many situations in life where I am extremely angry, and desperate for justices against the people who have wronged me. I believe thinking about it, or finding a solution to it, will help me achieve something I dont have, or make my life better. However, I have come to realize that when I am that angry, its hard not become the person I envy or dislike. 

I have come to rely more on the spiritual order of justice. That if someone has intentionally or unintentionally harmed another person, it will pay back to them some way or another in due course - either in the form of kids, parents or self. There will come a day that they will realize the damage they have done to society. That there is no unfinished story, or a bad deed that wasn't otherwise punished. 

While I certainly seen people with bad karma seen so much misery in the future, I do appreciate that my theory can be completely flawed. But for no good cause, I have dedicated so much time and energy in a day entertaining my anger and hatred towards some people, that I have paralyzed myself from being happy through my circumstances. To the very least, I think leaving it as someone else's problem to fix, I am hoping to get some of that precious time back.  

Closure

I thought yesterday was a very important day to me. After many years of struggling, I could hear what I wanted.

Notwithstanding how stressful the last week was, and how negative the outcomes appeared, the silver lining through those dense black clouds was that I finally got some closure.  After 3 whole years, I finally got my closure.

I feel ready to start my new life.

Back to Hampton Inn

Its the most nostalgic day

I am in the same hotel as I first got to Canada

10 years later...this place hasn't changed one bit.

Who would have ever thought then, this would be me and my situation today