I am not sure when and how
We start taking all we have for granted
How fragile are relationships
Waking up these mornings
Feeling alive, feeling responsible

Finding a way to lie. About a home I'll never see.

Today, I read some emails from friends...those that came a few hours after it was certain I was leaving. I went back to those because today I had the strength to process them. With love by my side, I had energy to let go of a chapter in my life.

The life skills I learnt truly made Toronto my home, where I learnt to be a fighter, a friend, a tigger, a listener and a learner. I don't want to start thanking people but after my first trip home I learnt that life is quickly moving on, waiting for no one. That God has given us all the energy to continue and ramp up with life, without the support of those we depended on.

Life - you amaze me!

It's not the time to give up

I have been hitting brick walls, even though I have been trying extra hard each time. So I wondered what it was that I was doing wrong. Seemed like a perfect day. Did almost everything possible to please who mattered. The day still came striking back. So may be stepping outside your comfort zone and reaching out extensively to make an effort didn't  matter ...

These days to come. Help me understand the not so obvious better. Give me hope to not give up. 

Last Night and my favorite song - Stand by Me

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid
Oh, I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

So darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand, stand by me
Stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
All the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry
No, I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand now, stand by me
Stand by me

Happiness, Life, Jinxed events, Love, Career, Decisions

These times have taught me a lot,
To be my own backbone, to count on yourself the most
And to believe in destiny, that some things are meant to be
You take them with a smile or a grain of salt
Not thinking why where and how they happened

Slowly in life, I discovered, how happiness comes to those who are patient and who take time to appreciate the good in everything. Happiness also comes to those who are not patient, but unfortunately, they would've just never realized it.

And a special mention for those who cared unconditionally, and who's friendship was as thick as blood. WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU?