It's not the time to give up

I have been hitting brick walls, even though I have been trying extra hard each time. So I wondered what it was that I was doing wrong. Seemed like a perfect day. Did almost everything possible to please who mattered. The day still came striking back. So may be stepping outside your comfort zone and reaching out extensively to make an effort didn't  matter ...

These days to come. Help me understand the not so obvious better. Give me hope to not give up. 

Last Night and my favorite song - Stand by Me

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid
Oh, I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

So darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand, stand by me
Stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
All the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry
No, I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand now, stand by me
Stand by me