the worst part of life-
is when you are helpless,
when you have to ask for help

And this is the reason why-
i have broken down, torn
i m forced to ask ask n ask

I wonder why you made me
the way I am, dad
why am I much like you

Today, I know where
my respect for self stands...
its high up a mountain

thats not why I am not assertive
the reason is my respect for others
is placed there too...

appreciate,
grateful,
giving,
thankful,

These are strong words and how consistent they've been for some people. This weekend I thanked someone who deserved it for many years. it will remain consistent as i both bond and lose bond with that friend.

Love is a shallow word...I respect you

coz sometimes strength comes
from the moments that are weak
And as much u absorb, one day
ill be back to being the real me

Coz everything is falling apart again today and the choice i've made is to stand by my side-
and strongly just move towards the way fate is turning my life

There are times in life
you are weak, you've given into your thoughts..
you're given into your nature
you've lost the steering will of your life

and then there are times,
you regain that control, stand by urself
you become strong...

Just imagine what a chaos this world
would've really been...
if people lost their control...
they had lost the capacity to steer their thinking

Yes, both weak and strong moments will help you grow
but its the strong ones, u'll be proud of...
those which u wont have to fix
those which will clear your idealistic image

Today, I am at a stage, where am taming my thoughts
blocking some bad ones, blocking some that will harm me in the long run
I am doing the right thing, this moment is adding strength
I'll want to be this miss perfect all my life...
ill try...

Whats in the air is a weird thing
Its not right or wrong...
but its just very weird
People around are obsessed with "marriage", "need someone" philosophies
And the way i always thought of it-Love was meant to be something that just happens,
that 2 people meet and they connect...and the rest is destiny

But today if they don't connect..or connect differently...people ask...
make assumptions...The way things are going I think a girl and a guy could be best friends 10 yrs back, not anymore...

How i look at things? I left home 4 years back to make my destiny...ran away because the place just didn't give much credit to what I could achieve without 'any' guy in my life.
In the last 4 years, people who really helped me reach where I wanted to, supported through wrong decisions, talked to me in and out...were my friends, some best friends, and some random friends with random advices. Most of them who were there for me werent tagged in a relationship...those who were, sometimes thought I never got the pressure of a relationship...but I grew, I understood, suffered some unfortunate events and rejoiced many happy ones with my 'friends', created memories with them that will last a lifetime...
and I could never have grown with such respect if I had that somebody who I constantly depended on here too.

I don't say to be in love is a bad thing...its by far the most pleasurable moments of life-what I fail to understand is that at the peak of our careers and at the peak of our lives, is it one of the most crucial needs beyond without which u feel like a failure?or you constantly feel alone?is it something you can't do without especially if you're yet to meet the right person?My answer is no...and I dunno whats yours...

I am still very optimistic about finding the right person just when the time is right...:)

I feel strong...I feel positive-

To the one person who has been responsible for my dreams, setting goals and achieving them-thanks:)

Things will be fine, they'll have to...as you've been there for all your friends, just be with yourself and you'll see its all working fine.

Hope to see you soon, looking forward to the good times...cant wait :)

You mean a lot to me too

I'll tell you thank you
And I'll keep telling you that...

This is my answer to your question-
yes I do know I mean a lot to you

And you mean much more
as family u'll stay...strong and steady

through my worst times...listen to me crib
sometimes tell me how awesome I am

What I predicted was right
you are here again...when ppl have left

what are you made of
that you've forgiven me for my worst mistakes

without an apology...without complaining
and still keep bringing the best inside of me

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird:I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd:but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away:away from me
It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy:or anything:

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.

We're praying for you...U have fought quite many battles...you'll fight with this just fine
Mom-I wish I was there to support you, everything will be just fine :)