Its been a hard week,
I am hit hard...
I may be alone...
but surprisingly, there's nothing i miss from old times
thats the benefit of being prepared,
there is no shock
or grief or depression..
Ya i miss them, but not their presence
I miss talkin long hors on the phone
but so much I have realized,
that i dont have the time either...
this is leading on to be a perfect summer
where so mnay things will be taught to me
patience, perseverance,
and most importantly,
how it is to be with a family
that is sometimes breaking,
and sometimes supporting
I have grown by far, in this week
much more than I had in the past