If there was just one thing that was going right in my life or that was giving me the strength...it was my work life. But something happened today; which made me believe that if God does exist, he's blind, he's deaf..and for the most part he's not there.

I was displaced from my audit, all the people unassigned were given my client, and I had to swap my client with a much smaller client and a much harder job. I wanted to cry hard but I didnt, as I got the news i went to my bluepen only thinking why it had to all go wrong with me. As much as I wanted it to be right, that much it was going wrong.

I was thinking about all the jealousy, all the bitterness, and all the anger i overlooked or subsided in the last week. I came back to reality to believe it wasnt worth it. Clearly in today's world, niceness is not expected out of you. The more you have it, the more you are a social outcast.

I am gonna grow from here, "what doesnt kill you only makes u stronger". To this I promise to work harder than this to prove myself. Fate will turn in my favour, it will have to.