It's not the time to give up

I have been hitting brick walls, even though I have been trying extra hard each time. So I wondered what it was that I was doing wrong. Seemed like a perfect day. Did almost everything possible to please who mattered. The day still came striking back. So may be stepping outside your comfort zone and reaching out extensively to make an effort didn't  matter ...

These days to come. Help me understand the not so obvious better. Give me hope to not give up.