there are some words that I spoke to mom today
which were reality
which were far from the world that my mind
and heart are forcing me to live in

I think I must have the strngth
that I wish my family possess,
Ill be strong,
Ill do the right thing,
Ill stand by myself
so that after many years
Ill be proud of myself,
the way I am right now
in this moment of truth.