To the apple of my eye- hope u have a great day :)
'R'- if only you were here! :)

When you're lacking that push to your life-10 minute motivation therapy :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9ya9BXClRw

A fear an anxiety is rushing all through my system right now.
i am very disturbed...and I am scared to ask for help.
I dont knw if you exist god...if you do be there for the family.
on whom u've showered grief and barrens of dust and unhappiness.

if u're a writer-and u're cooling by using a mac...
Try omni writer...:)
Best place to get pleasure in solitude...

Randomly content

I dont know if I am growing with love,
or love is growing with passing time
what I do know is that I am content
with the happiness and support
I had long deserved but was deprived of

I dont care about the term "marriage"
Theres so much left to fulfil
So much left to smile about
to enjoy to flirt around to be urself
just one last time, this one last stage
Those man-tears may never come out
lol...but before I marry
..Ill definitely be blissful

My goals are far fetched
there's a lot more to achieve
I have to get faster at
realizing my childhood dreams

Wow...
never knew it takes a yr to feel better about something so long forgotten...
Doesnt matter where in the world u're
Its upto you to make your life happier...
Its not the place...but how u juggle your problems that determines how happy u can get...
Dont knw how long it will take me to forget that night...

Loved the first week of the yr!..