Just when in life,
I had started feeling that
I wasn't important enough
Just when in life,
I had started feeling that
no1 was taking me seriously
you came to fill in me
that respect again
Thank You :)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
DD & remiscence!
this morning i woke up thinking of you...
'R'-been missing you of lately
its funny that in the last 2 yrs
you're still not replaced
I wish you were around...
with me...with all of us...
Leaving the family we made here
was something u did so smoothly
and it still looks impossible to me
:(
'R'-been missing you of lately
its funny that in the last 2 yrs
you're still not replaced
I wish you were around...
with me...with all of us...
Leaving the family we made here
was something u did so smoothly
and it still looks impossible to me
:(
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
Hey u-
So there was something I was a part of today, that reminded me of you, your attempt to suicide, and I remembered hearing that from her. I missed you, and I wish I was a better friend then.
You were right. Life will take me somewhere, ill not like it, ill not want to be there, but ill be there, just to be honest to those childhood dreams...
I can give up a lot, for one more day of sitting besides you and pruths...I miss you, I truly do..
(dedicated to old friends, to MES, to suzy and that white uniform where u were green and I was blue)
So there was something I was a part of today, that reminded me of you, your attempt to suicide, and I remembered hearing that from her. I missed you, and I wish I was a better friend then.
You were right. Life will take me somewhere, ill not like it, ill not want to be there, but ill be there, just to be honest to those childhood dreams...
I can give up a lot, for one more day of sitting besides you and pruths...I miss you, I truly do..
(dedicated to old friends, to MES, to suzy and that white uniform where u were green and I was blue)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
these 4 yrs...
i have walked
step by step
vacation by vacation
semester by semester
with change of friends,
change of support,
change of persona
change of dreams
change of heart
change of values
I have walked thus far...
these years
i shall never forget
these days...that made me
that shaped me...
life can be
such a dream...
i have walked
step by step
vacation by vacation
semester by semester
with change of friends,
change of support,
change of persona
change of dreams
change of heart
change of values
I have walked thus far...
these years
i shall never forget
these days...that made me
that shaped me...
life can be
such a dream...
Monday, August 31, 2009
My trip to India...in a nutshell
I had the time of my life.
Some few things I learnt in Mumbai-
1. When my parents wont stand up for their respect, I will, as I did while I was there, even if that meant going against family.
2. My true religion are my parents, I respect them more than I respect God, even if they dont know me enough.
3. As years have passed by, I have become more and more like my dad.
4. Some relationships can never come back to where they were before. The very last time I had met my brother, I had never even known it was my last time. After that, I have only gone to visit the family he is a part of.
5. I can read a lot of minds, I can predict what to expect, my ambition is to be great mind reader, and I can tell I am doing a better job than before in this department.
6. I cannot(absoultely not) multitask.
7. Written words are powerful- much more than thoughts, emotions, speech or actions.
8. There's no better feeling than donating money in charity/at a temple. Once you've done it nothing will make you ask why you did it.
9. When I was rude to some people, I realized it doesnt affect them. They continued being patient to me and being nice to me. I asked myself why, and I undestood it had a lot to with the way I treated them before I left for Canada. It had a lot to do with the way my parents were there for them and it had a lot to do with the love they just contained for me in their sub-conscious mind. I may not take shit from them today, but the truth is that I have become very honest. Much more than what a mango person in India expects you to be. I still love my family and I would do anything for them when need be.
10. I understood why 3 yrs back I took the decision to not go where family is. At that time I didnt understand the difference between dependent and interdependent. I wanted to be called a self-made person. Today, I realize that I could have taught much more to the people who would have been my support. We all would have become interdependent and I would have never have to come to an empty home. I dont regret my decision-though I confess the reasons why I ran away from family were wrong, for which I have and still am paying a price. I learnt a lot more about friendhsip and family in the process. I see a vision to work in Mumbai atleast for a year in my life. A year in my life anytime before my marraige.
The highlight of my visit was Lalbaag gandpati- A dream long awaited came true. I dont express a lot on face these days. But ya, thankyou for everything!:)
Some few things I learnt in Mumbai-
1. When my parents wont stand up for their respect, I will, as I did while I was there, even if that meant going against family.
2. My true religion are my parents, I respect them more than I respect God, even if they dont know me enough.
3. As years have passed by, I have become more and more like my dad.
4. Some relationships can never come back to where they were before. The very last time I had met my brother, I had never even known it was my last time. After that, I have only gone to visit the family he is a part of.
5. I can read a lot of minds, I can predict what to expect, my ambition is to be great mind reader, and I can tell I am doing a better job than before in this department.
6. I cannot(absoultely not) multitask.
7. Written words are powerful- much more than thoughts, emotions, speech or actions.
8. There's no better feeling than donating money in charity/at a temple. Once you've done it nothing will make you ask why you did it.
9. When I was rude to some people, I realized it doesnt affect them. They continued being patient to me and being nice to me. I asked myself why, and I undestood it had a lot to with the way I treated them before I left for Canada. It had a lot to do with the way my parents were there for them and it had a lot to do with the love they just contained for me in their sub-conscious mind. I may not take shit from them today, but the truth is that I have become very honest. Much more than what a mango person in India expects you to be. I still love my family and I would do anything for them when need be.
10. I understood why 3 yrs back I took the decision to not go where family is. At that time I didnt understand the difference between dependent and interdependent. I wanted to be called a self-made person. Today, I realize that I could have taught much more to the people who would have been my support. We all would have become interdependent and I would have never have to come to an empty home. I dont regret my decision-though I confess the reasons why I ran away from family were wrong, for which I have and still am paying a price. I learnt a lot more about friendhsip and family in the process. I see a vision to work in Mumbai atleast for a year in my life. A year in my life anytime before my marraige.
The highlight of my visit was Lalbaag gandpati- A dream long awaited came true. I dont express a lot on face these days. But ya, thankyou for everything!:)
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