As I hide these tears from my parents,
I cant help but use them to feel better,
the threshold of tolerable pain has reached
a completely new level...

That the person I seek kindness from
has left no oppurtunity to be a jerk
And the way he consoled me when i was hurt
last yr, least he could have done today,
was left me with some1 to share these emotions with...

I think I know what I was scared of
when i left home in Canada...I see it today
the irony of this very date...
Life has taken a huge U-turn, and
I hope to accelerate gears on the right path

I am full of emotions this moment
Like my fate for today was this...
That you said what you had to
and i couldnt agree more...
And I see it today...
we're leading two distinct lives...
which will never cross again
Thank you for everything :)

When you peel layers of skin

from a wound thats healing...

its bound to hurt..

it bound to bleed..

so..bought my squash racquet and ball..

started reading last lecture...

i m all set!

you used the word 'care' and 'respect' to define a lot of feelings today...
it has helped, such a great deal to calm those many unspoken feelings..
that may be what I have for him is the niceness I want to return...
that his opinion counts because I respect those some attributes he makes visible..
and that love was a totally different thing...too far fetched for us to discuss
or to see in a person you've bearly known or seen around other people...
that while he was distant, it was easy to for him to hide qualities
he didnt want to make visible...and that you cant love him
because there is such a possibility that he is one among those
many people you dont like too much, or are not attracted to here...
This explains why, so many people who dream of the picture perfect guy
find them in long distance or online relationships, because its now so easy
to fit in that picture perfect definition, or become something others want you to be